Instead of my usual morning cigarette.
I try to get used to another habit, A LOT MORE healthier.
As you can see I’m not trying too hard, because I know that if I push my self more in the begininng, I won’t go again tomorrow. So half walking/ half jogging around our dormitoriy’s neighbourhoud this morning.
I have such a great great great mood right now. :))
Running with a friend is always fun! :))))
I have been doing my ERASMUS (spending 1 semester or 1 year of your university studies in another country) for 1 month already and it is the first time when I feel like this is where I am supposed to be. I feel like I fit in. All those new people I have met, all the friends I made, all the places I have visited … and I feel comfortable to be myself all the time, i feel free, happy, surrounded by excitments and new things in every corner :))
Back home I never actually felt in the right place. I never felt so relaxed and comfortable even with my closest friends.
Now I am surrounded by hundreds of people from like 30-40 different countries, i feel the different unique cultures, people, personalities and I realize everybody is different, we all have our good/ bad sides we all have our flaws, but we all ACCEPT eachothers’ differences and it is all ok… :)
I realized that i feel in peace with myself. I feel accepted. I feel good :)
I was looking at some photos - old, new, doesn’t matter … and I liked every one of them , even the ones where my eyes are closed, or my hair is mesy, or i made a ridiculously ”ugly” face… And I didn’t find them “ugly” or “unaccetable” to show to people. Because this is me! And I am OK! I like myslef and I know that it was just in my head all those years when i didn’t feel comfortable around my friends and I thought they don’t exactly accept me or be part of their surroundings….
Sorry for beeing a bad blogger in the past 2 weeks. But it is examination session and it is going on pretty well :)
I hope you are all doing good
My bestfriend’s boyfriend just sextexted me with pictures of my best friend
So I tried making one of those smiley pancake faces. It worked out as bad as I expected :D. So I went full retard mode *sorry not sorry*….
It was actually delicious.
I was so proud and embarassed today, when my friend came to me and told me how I was her inspiration to lose weight and now she is finally eating healthy and working out. She told me she lost 7kgs in the last 2 months and only because I motivated her.
It’s a windy morning here in Bulgaria.
I hope you are all doing good x
I’ll try not to log in here too often today and tomorrow, because I have 2 exams this Thursday and I am exactly 1% done with studying :((
Wish me luck, And have an amazing day!